Off the Cuff with Jacqueline Ross – January 2023

Off the Cuff with Jacqueline Ross – January 2023

By Jacqueline Ross

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Greetings, Human

I hope everybody’s yr is off to the brand new starting that they’ve desired.  If not, I hope you discover the silver lining in your present season.  Unsure if anybody studying it is a tennis fan, however I’ve all the time loved watching Wimbledon since I used to be a child.  There’s a quote from Rudyard Kipling’s poem, “If” that’s engraved on the wall of the Centre Court docket: “When you can meet with Triumph and Catastrophe And deal with these two imposters simply the identical.”  This quote has all the time fascinated me; although I might by no means really perceive what it meant, till a few years later.

Over the past 4 months, my restoration journey from my ACL surgical procedure has taken me on fairly the journey.  As brutal as this restoration has been, it has been probably the most lovely instances of my life.  I’m studying and unlearning a number of issues, about myself and life. 

I had problems in the course of the first three weeks after surgical procedure.  Since then I’ve needed to climate many storms and climb out of a number of valleys.  I actually undergo remedy on a regular basis with myself, not solely bodily, however mentally as nicely.  Although my coronary heart and thoughts are in concord about what I want and the way arduous I’m prepared to work, my ACL is by itself timeline. I can’t management the time this ligament wants in an effort to heal and for my leg to develop into stronger, nevertheless, I can management my perspective, peace, and every day efforts. 

Many days I eat a slice of humble pie.  There have been instances even over the past month the place I really feel as if I’m getting stronger and making progress solely to witness defeat the subsequent day.  Day-after-day is completely different and I’m studying to offer myself grace via this course of.  It’s a marathon and, despite the fact that I’m nonetheless on crutches, I present up on daily basis and proceed to take a step.

By the storms and valleys, I’ve found part of myself that I by no means knew existed.  The half that has discovered give up.  For so long as I can bear in mind, I all the time thought “surrendering” was a type of weak point.  I’ve come to be taught it’s simply the alternative.  Studying give up has develop into a type of energy for me.  Typically the one who’s the helper must ask for assist; and it’s okay. 

Within the presence of surrendering and feeling helpless, I’ve found a deeper wellspring of character traits in myself: persistence, braveness, and perseverance.  To query every little thing and suppose many ideas, however not be consumed by them.  The power to proceed to step ahead on daily basis into the unknown.  I simply preserve letting go and proceed to maneuver ahead.  Who is aware of, as this journey continues to unfold I simply might head over to a monastery in Taiwan and develop into a monk.

The universe works in mysterious methods.  If sure moments hadn’t transpired the way in which that they had we wouldn’t be the place we’re right this moment. Collectively, all of us have our personal mountains to climb and obstacles to get via.  Our character will continuously be examined, and it’s as much as us whether or not we are going to develop into bitter or higher. 

Let’s have Solar Ra shut us out, “Heaven is the place you’ll be when you find yourself okay proper the place you might be.”

Excellent time, good place.